-eyes go wide & fill with tears- u dumbass..

*stands invisible behind eyes watery*

-walks bck inside closing the door leaning against it-

*tears drop but you can't see it*

-slides down down & lets tears fall on2 the paper-

*looks down sad *

-wipes eyes & stands going bck to the bedroom & goes to the closet grabbing 1 of his favorite jackets-

*walks behind you watching*

-puts my face in it smelling his familiar scent & cries- u idiot.. -mumbles to self-

*says to self* damnit.... why did you have to die fighting allan....

-cries into his jacket-

*stands behind her looking at her* i want to but i can't...

-sits on the ground huggibg his jacket & crying- y'd u leave me.. u idiot..

im sorry...... to bad you can't hear me...

-stays on the ground hugging his jacket to my chest-

*sits by you* i wish you could hear me or see me...

-wakez up an runz around looking for rini an shadow- Meeeow ^.^

*looks at nova even though she can't see me

i have to be like this for a reason...

-fallz over an rollz- Meeow ^.^

-holds Nova in my arms & pets her-

-lickz her cheek den purrz- Meeow

-smiles a little tears in eyes- Shadow's gone Nova... its just u & me now..

-lookz at her confsed den startz rolling again- Meew

-watches her & wipes eyes-

-jumpz in tub an rollz around- Meeow

-laughs a little & turns water on filling up the tub a little for her then add a few ducks & some toy tacos-

-triez to eat toy tacoz- Meeeow

-smiles & watches her play-

-lookz around an standz on taco toyz- Meeow ^.^

-takes out camera & takes pictures of her smiling but heart still aching- pose Nova pose! -smiles-

-splashes- Mew mew mew ^.^

-laughs & starts video taping her-

*watches you both*

-tries to eat toy taco- Meew >_

-laughs- thts not food silly -pets her- come on theres left ver tacos in the fridge wraps her up carefully in a towel & takes her to the kitchen sittig her on the counter-

-lookz at chu an rollz around on table- Meeow

*sits on the couch and thinks*

-gets a taco from the fridge & gives it to Nova- there u go -goes bck to the bedroom & gets dressed putting on 1 of Shadows old shirts & some jean shorts-

-flipz it in air an catches it in mouth- Meeeow meeow

-comes bck out-

-runz off table an jumpz on chu- Meeeew

-catches her & smiles-

-lickz chur cheek- Meeow

-smiles still & pets her then sits on the couch & turns the tv on-

-runz to backdoor an claws at it- Meeew Q~Q

potty??? -stands & opens the door for her-

-runz around an chases bird- Meeeeow ^.^

*sits on the other side of the couch and looks at door* who can that be?...

-sits on bck porch watching her & smiles-