-eyes go wide & fill with tears- u dumbass..
*stands invisible behind eyes watery*
-walks bck inside closing the door leaning against it-
*tears drop but you can't see it*
-slides down down & lets tears fall on2 the paper-
-wipes eyes & stands going bck to the bedroom & goes to the closet grabbing 1 of his favorite jackets-
*walks behind you watching*
-puts my face in it smelling his familiar scent & cries- u idiot.. -mumbles to self-
*says to self* damnit.... why did you have to die fighting allan....
*stands behind her looking at her* i want to but i can't...
-sits on the ground huggibg his jacket & crying- y'd u leave me.. u idiot..
im sorry...... to bad you can't hear me...
-stays on the ground hugging his jacket to my chest-
*sits by you* i wish you could hear me or see me...
-wakez up an runz around looking for rini an shadow- Meeeow ^.^
*looks at nova even though she can't see me
i have to be like this for a reason...
-fallz over an rollz- Meeow ^.^
-holds Nova in my arms & pets her-
-lickz her cheek den purrz- Meeow
-smiles a little tears in eyes- Shadow's gone Nova... its just u & me now..
-lookz at her confsed den startz rolling again- Meew
-watches her & wipes eyes-
-jumpz in tub an rollz around- Meeow
-laughs a little & turns water on filling up the tub a little for her then add a few ducks & some toy tacos-
-triez to eat toy tacoz- Meeeow
-smiles & watches her play-
-lookz around an standz on taco toyz- Meeow ^.^
-takes out camera & takes pictures of her smiling but heart still aching- pose Nova pose! -smiles-
-splashes- Mew mew mew ^.^
-laughs & starts video taping her-
-tries to eat toy taco- Meew >_
-laughs- thts not food silly -pets her- come on theres left ver tacos in the fridge wraps her up carefully in a towel & takes her to the kitchen sittig her on the counter-
-lookz at chu an rollz around on table- Meeow
*sits on the couch and thinks*
-gets a taco from the fridge & gives it to Nova- there u go -goes bck to the bedroom & gets dressed putting on 1 of Shadows old shirts & some jean shorts-
-flipz it in air an catches it in mouth- Meeeow meeow
-runz off table an jumpz on chu- Meeeew
-smiles still & pets her then sits on the couch & turns the tv on-
-runz to backdoor an claws at it- Meeew Q~Q
potty??? -stands & opens the door for her-
-runz around an chases bird- Meeeeow ^.^
*sits on the other side of the couch and looks at door* who can that be?...
-sits on bck porch watching her & smiles-